Post details: Break my body into bits/Watch my life through curtain slits.
Break my body into bits/Watch my life through curtain slits.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
I woke up from a dream where I was escaping by dodging and killing all these guards everywhere. Every time I didn't kill them right I had to start again.
Monopoly punched me really hard in the chest, I fell down and I didn't even cry or scream or anything. I just sat there and looked at the floor. I was so still.
Monopoly didn't say anything. I could tell he was staring at me. I can tell by the type of silences that people use. He wasn't sorry. You could tell by how it felt. I was just staring at the floor and he didn't care. He was so angry.
Monopoly thought I was going to eat him. I couldn't sleep, the kitchen floor makes me wish I was dead and I just dreamt that I helped this girl escape. I realised right as I walked out of the main gates that one of the guy prisoners who I barely knew had followed us the whole time. We got back to my neighbourhood and I had to go home to pick up weapons. I had to meet them at a restaurant in a few minutes.
Monopoly is gone now. I could say that it's because I told him that Moe was better than him. This was before he punched me. I wanted to watch TV. He said that I should just sit down and watch him play. He said that I'm always saying how fun it is to watch him play. I told him that Moe died less than him and then he spat at me.
When I got to the restaurant in the dream they were already becoming friends. I walked up to them and started talking about the next adventure that we'd go on. I meant me and the girl. They both just listened. They didn't say no, they just didn't really seem to be enthusiastic. I was the odd one out.
I woke myself up, walked over to my bed and looked over the baby resting. Tried not to stare, but his hands were shaking. My body slowly lowered onto the bed. I reached over to pull the blanket across us. He jumped and twisted his body in panic and thrashed. I pushed myself back and motioned him to stop, but he didn't.
He was running at me over the bed and across the floor. I stepped back once more and looked him squarely in the eyes. I wanted to tell him that I was a shark and that I would live forever and that I wanted to go on an adventure, but he just punched me in the chest.
I fell down and stared at the floor. He was looking at me but I was just staring at the floor.
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User comments
Arbot
Tell me why you let him get away with that Sharky, we both know you didnt have to.
Posted by Arbot on Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 9:30 AM
The Ancient Shark Of Despair
In the dream that I had I could have told the girl that she had to come with me. I saved her from the guards. I could have taken her on an adventure with me, but do you know what would happen then? That guy would tag along and totally ruin it and then the whole time they would just gang up on me and whine about how I forced her to come with. Do you see what I mean?
Posted by The Ancient Shark Of Despair on Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 12:19 PM
Arbot
Sometimes
but I'm a simple human
your a complicated shark
I can't expect my self to all the time
it wouldnt be fair
and I dont deal well with expectations
Posted by Arbot on Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 10:31 PM
Maxi
this saddens me! please kick him out :C i don't like how he treats my favourite shark. oh, btw i do want to obtain another top *blush*
Posted by Maxi on Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 5:21 PM
The Ancient Shark Of Despair
Yeah, I didn't want to kick him out, but he left anyway.
I'll get my corporates to get hold of you.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Posted by The Ancient Shark Of Despair on Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 5:26 PM
